Relationship shadow. A dynamic place we visit but rarely express in its raw form. May you step into your self with full confidence and expand your sensory experience.
lyrics
Kaela Jordan
They say I need to get over your loss/
I say what do they know?/
They saying that I should talk about it/
Cope with it/ What do they know?/
It’s when I put my hands to the sky/
I pray for the day that I see your face/
It’s when I put my hands to the sky/
I pray for the day that I see your face/
Lucy Christo
I love you to death but/
This feels like a test cuz/
I want you but I push you away/
Push you away/
When I look at your face/
I think it’s funny when you’re hurt/
& I’m scared to admit it/
Because there’s something
Really twisted inside/
I gotta live with it/
Addicted to the moments when we’re naked and alone/
And I’m starting to lose focus/
I’m hoping that you don’t notice/
But how can you not?/
We’ve spent some time together/
We’ve seen a lot of each other/
Maybe we’ve gotten too close/
Let’s take a whole step back/
That’s two notes/
This is something that we chose/
So at least I think that we owe/
An explanation a moment of clarity/
Towards each other/
And you thought that you’d marry me huh?
Kaela Jordan
They say I need to get over your loss/
I say what do they know?/
They saying that I should talk about it/
Cope with it/ What do they know?/
It’s when I put my hands to the sky/
I pray for the day that I see your face/
It’s when I put my hands to the sky/
I pray for the day that I see your face/
oh/ ah ah ah ah oh ah/ x4
Lokeye
Safe in my hoodie snug/
Where they can’t see my light/
Neglected as a child/
Wide awake late at night/
Staring at that pink sky/
Thinking this girl I keep making these eyes with/
Likes the scars along my thighs
From the blades of serrated knives /
Pain I keep inflicting just to taste my way inside/
The me no one can see/
One week from suicide/
Fade the lights/
Blackness is all my colors combined/
She took my hand/
Knew right then I could be brave enough to fly/
Let her in but kisses and medicine gave way to cyanide/
Afraid to show my shadows/
Sick of making her wait outside/
Cut the strings/ Let her float/
Away with the breaking tide/
Throwing me life rafts/
From the grave that I made her
And I could’ve died/
Lifted her chin/
Slit my wrists for her to see but she was blind/
She say she loves my darkness/
She hates to see me hide/
Time pass/ Built intimacy into my life/
Kept my emotions open this lady became my wife/
Kaela Jordan
They say I need to get over your loss/
I say what do they know?/
They saying that I should talk about it/
Cope with it/ What do they know?/
It’s when I put my hands to the sky/
I pray for the day that I see your face/
It’s when I put my hands to the sky/
I pray for the day that I see your face/
oh/ ah ah ah ah oh ah/ x4
I’m praying for you yeah/
I’m praying for you yeah/
I’m praying for you yeah/
I’m praying for you yeah/
Yeah/
credits
from Love Hidden,
released April 25, 2015
Produced by Produktive
Zambian rapper and producer Abstract Sekai fuses golden era hip-hop with ambient sound design and a heady cosmic philosophy. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 17, 2023